~Rabindranath Tagore
Goodbye, Lemon. Will miss your chubby cheeks and clumsy walks.
I saw her fade away. My mum was with me.
I am sorry, Champagne. I wanted to let you run around freely without your lump obstructing your way. I wanted to help. Sometimes, we are not sure if the help we are rendering is indeed one. I trusted Dr T. I thought it would be alright. She told me about the dangers but sounded quite positive. However, Champagne just looked so weak after the surgery. I could not breathe properly along the way back home. She was curled up in ball all the way from the vet to home. I am very worried seeing her in that condition. I kept chanting in my heart.
Dr T called me up on Tuesday to ask about her. I told her she pass away that night. 10 Dec 2012, Monday. She apologized. I know she sincerely wanted to help. I did not expect her to go at all. I thought she will recover and readily run her wheels like before. Although I told myself not to regret my decision, I regretted still. Honestly. I wish but there are many things which cannot be undone.
I am sorry to see you gasping for air the last few moments. It is helpless to see that without knowing how to help. I came out of the bathroom and went to check on her. Seeing that, I called mum in to help me take a look. Mum held her in her hands for a while… After that, she stopped breathing. My heart almost stopped.
I am truly sorry that you have to leave in this manner. Please believe and forgive me. I only wanted you to live better…
